HYMNS 10

 

CHÉ/Judy Collins

One morning in Bolivia
The leader of the partisans and two of his companions
Were forced to flee the mountains for their lives
Through green and dusty villages they sped along the little roads
The peasants smiled and shouted as they hurried by
Jesus called out to every one "Don't think that we are leaving,
They only tried to frighten us with guns, we shall return,"


Continue with your work, continue with your talk
You have it in your hand to own your life to own your land
The people smiled and shouted and they ran along a little while
They stood and watched, their hands were restless and empty
The body of Jesus was in the jeep that they blew up
Before it reached the plane

The priest was proud to bless him or what there was
of him remaining in the afternoon

Continue with your work, continue with your talk
You have it in your hands to own your life to own your land
There is no one who can show you the road you should be on
They only tell you they can show you and then tomorrow they are gone

The smell of oil and incense fill the room in this adobe hut
Where on the table lies the body of a man
His face is pale and young, his beard is dark and curled
Pennies hold his eyelids from the evening light
People from the village those who knew him, those who killed him
Stand inside the door, their hands are restless and empty
They watch the priest make silent crosses in the air
And pray to God inside their hearts for their own souls

Continue with your work, continue with your talk
You have it in your hands to own your life to own your land
There is no one who can show you the road you should be on
They only tell you they can show you and then tomorrow they are gone

 

True Stories &

Other Dreams

                           



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prism

 

now that the castle is beginning to fall

glass prism ice prone to stress & aggression

well intentioned people try to shore up its walls

with papier-mâché & past life regressions

 

it’s easier to guard the frozen stairs

than to tell you how much i care

but i do because i love you

& i’ll always try to be there

for you too

 

but we’ve heard it all

we’ve heard it all

yes, we’ve heard it all before

 

the children’s crusades are still marching

to the tune of violence & confetti

exposing veins & secrets

exploding little breasts

 

once our dreams seemed so tall

they could see us through reality

now confronted by the extinguishing

i feel so finite & so small

today a cruel awakening

 

little children are frightened too

their bodies tiny matchsticks

scatter as they fall

 

 

meanwhile in the deepest wood

i would stay here if we could

but you prefer town

white, imported wedding gown

embroidered veil

palest shades of aquamarine

shadows in satins & blues

 

matrimonial frock

contra banned & arctic hues

knocked up on the auction block

steel fortress

iron maiden

specifically

redesigned

for

2

 

together we dreamed up this castle

little bits of colored glass reflecting chips

bit by little chips prism reflecting bits

no longer sheltering or transforming

little chips of rainbows reflecting

little bits of glass reflecting chips

 

too bad

so sad

we just let it go

 

all the good things we longed for once were true

there was a me

there was a you

defensive like a nursery rhyme

we both knew

                                                     never could

                                                     be true

 

so every dawn before i sleep

stars implode willows creek

wishing i knew just what to do

to show my need

my love for you

 

but we’ve seen it all

we’ve seen it all

yes, we’ve seen it all before

 

too bad

so sad

we just let it go

 

      goodbye...

 

 

JEFarrow

                                                      Year of OurSELF 2008

 

 

Pirate Jenny a very free translation

 

You gentlemen can watch while I'm scrubbin’ the floors
I'm scrubbin' the floors while you're gawkin’
And maybe once you tipped me and it made you feel swell
In this low class waterfront, in this stinkin’ old hotel
But you don’t know to who you're talkin'.
No, you don’t know to who you're talkin'.

Then one night there's a bang in the night
And you wonder what the fuck could that have been?
And you see me kinda grinnin' while I'm scrubbin'
And you say, "Why’s she got that stupid grin?"

And a ship with eight sails
And fifty canons
will be coming in

Then you gentlemen can say, "Hey girl, finish them floors!
Get upstairs! Earn your keep here!"
You toss me your tips
And look out at the ships
But I'm countin’ your heads
While I make up the beds
’cause no one’s gonna sleep here tonight
None of you shits will sleep here tonight

Then one night there's a scream in the night
And you say, "Who's that kicking up a row?"
And you see me kinda starin' out the window
And you say, "What's she got to stare at now?"

And the ship with eight sails
And fifty canons
Turns around in the harbor
Shootin' guns from her bow

Then you gentlemen can wipe off that smirk from your face
Every building in town is a flat one
This whole fuckin' place will be torn to the ground
Only this cheap hotel standing up safe and sound
And you whisper, "Why did they spare that one?"
And you whisper, "Why did they spare that one?"

All the night through, through the noise and to-do
You wonder who ‘s the person lives up there?
And you see me stepping out in the morning
Looking nice red ribbons in my hair

And the ship with eight sails
And fifty canons
Runs a flag up its masthead
And a cheer rings the air

By noontime the dock
Is all swarmin' with men
Comin' off from that ghostly freighter
They move in the shadows
Where no one can see
And they're chainin' up people
And they're bringin' em all to me

Askin' me, "Which ones should we kill?”
Askin' me, "Which ones should we kill?"

Noon by the clock

And so still on the dock
You can hear the fog horns miles away
In that quiet of death I’ll say,
”Kill them all!”

And as the heads roll to the ground

They’ll pile up the bodies and I’ll say,
"Serves you right!"


Then the ship with eight sails
And fifty canons
Disappears out to sea
And on it is me…

 

 

 
 

 


“Seeräuber-Jenny”

Bertolt Brecht lyrics

Kurt Weil music

 Sie sehen meine Lumpen und dies lumpige Hotel
Und Sie wissen nicht, mit wem Sie reden.
Und Sie wissen nicht, mit wem Sie reden.
Aber eines Abends wird ein Geschrei sein am Hafen
Und man fragt: Was ist das für ein Geschrei?
Und man wird mich Meine Herren,

Heute sehen Sie mich Gläser abwaschen
Und ich mache das Bett für jeden.
Und Sie geben mir einen Penny und ich bedanke mich schnell
Und lächeln sehn bei meinen Gläsern
Und man sagt: Was lächelt die dabei?

Und ein Schiff mit acht Segeln
Und mit fünfzig Kanonen
Wird liegen am Kai.

Man sagt: Geh, wisch deine Gläser, mein Kind
Und man reicht mir den Penny hin.
Und mit fünfzig Kanonen
Wird beschiessen die Stadt.

Meine Herren, da wird ihr Lachen aufhören
Denn die Mauern werden fallen hin
Und die Stadt wird gemacht dem Erdboden gleich.
Nur ein lumpiges Hotel wird verschont von dem Streich
Und man fragt: Wer wohnt Besonderer darin?
Und man fragt: Wer wohnt Besonderer darin?
Und in dieser Nacht wird ein Geschrei um das Hotel sein
Und man fragt: Warum wird das Hotel verschont?
Und man wird mich sehen treten aus der Tür am Morgen
Und man sagt: Die hat darin gewohnt?

Und das Schiff mit acht Segeln
Und mit fünfzig Kanonen
Wird beflaggen den Mast.

Und es werden kommen hundert gen Mittag an Land
Und werden in den Schatten treten
Und fangen einen jeglichen aus jeglicher Tür
Und legen ihn in Ketten und bringen vor mir
Und fragen: Welchen sollen wir töten?
Und an diesem Mittag wird es still sein am Hafen
Wenn man fragt, wer wohl sterben muss.
Und dann werden Sie mich sagen hören: Alle!
Und wenn dann der Kopf fällt, sag ich: Hoppla!

Und das Schiff mit acht Segeln
Und mit fünfzig Kanonen
Wird entschwinden mit mir.

 
 

 


slim slow slider

Slim slow slider
Horse you ride
White as snow
Slim slow slider
Horse you ride
Is white as snow
Tell it everywhere you go


Saw you walking
Down by the ladbroke grove this morning
           Saw you walking
           Down by the ladbroke grove this morning
           Catching pebbles for some sandy beach
           You’re out of reach

 

Saw you early this morning
With your brand new boy and his cadillac
Saw you early this morning
With your brand new boy and his cadillac
You’ve gone for something
And I know you won’t be back


I know you’re dying, baby
And I know you know it, too
I know you’re dying
And I know you know it, too
Everytime I see you
I just dont know what to do

 

Van Morrison


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amnesia

 

how can I recur again

& become a living person

returning home

just beyond before

dawn

incomplete

without

you

 

beloved, oh how beloved

somewhere i've always known you

would release, then relock the terror

behold the demon of my dreaming

the disappearing angel of my

soul

 

we're co-conspirators with combative feelings

anonymous addicts watch our tumbling & tossing

a masquerade in joint pretention

condemned to never really know or even feel

tarnished angels fallen free from any haven

marked by special operations & tensions

blocked in clueless rage

our karma

&

self-hypnotic

games

 

always becoming

but never being

ever-growing

apart

the moon

explodes

gone into a darkness

that wasn't there

or

here

before

 

wooden crates from someone's past

crumbling coffins & cast-

off mummies, material momentos

sexual clothes in violent roles

a horror always lurking

a sorrow

just below

the stairs

 

See my chalice of denial—

a cure that often kills

be-

cause

without

you

never

reappear

 

i was glad when you found someone else

glad you weren't left alone that way

you never understood

you projected all your fear of love on me

an inner conflict impossible to share

we left each other

for our-

selves

alone

 

how to forget if

i can't forgive myself

crimes of the past

& more sins today

mad moments

we thankfully

won't relive again

searching now for newer meanings

alongside personal dimensions

based on understanding loving

that would forget

& ever love me too

 

grant me forgiveness

or grant me amnesia

it's so frightfully hard to see

the traitor in my soul is me

so it should come as no surprise

just how bad life & things can really get to be

 

more mystery

from the brain

of a doppel-

ganging mythologer

an interlocutory testament

& nothing more

from a garden

overcome

by shade

 

JEFarrow

California

Year of OurSELF 2011

 

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The Son of Jesus

Paul Kantner/Jefferson Airplane

 

Jesus had a son by Mary Magdalene

and he rode the land like the man who
went before


Young Jesus raised him loud,

mother Mary raised him proud and he tracked
the men who laid his father down


One day the Pilate died

with the fire in his side

Herod he died too
not the way he wanted to

you see the child knew the secrets of Egypt & Isis

& he never would be chained

to the lies of Rome or Nicaea

 

Could be anyone's story

cool laughing waters

dance over me


Magdalene remembered when the people smiled

and had been looser

looser than they'd been since the day young Jesus died

public execution enhanced
by levitation fancy mutilation for 2.000 years of time


Jesus could walk on the water

the man could dance on the sea of Galilee
but don't try breathing the water

miracles go only so far you see


So you think young Jesus Christ never had a lady

and you think young Mary
never saw him smile wide & free

you won't read it in the bible & if you
look you're liable

to come across the truth about the man from Galilee

 

The man upon the water

they had a son they had a daughter

she hid them from the slaughter in the deep Black Sea

God loved the son of Jesus

ol' God got off on the spaklin' daughter too, yes he did

 

Jesus could walk on the water

the man could dance on the Sea of Galilee
watch him dance watch him dance

watch him dance dance dance

 

 

HYMNS 9

Updated 08/08

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